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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Apr 14, 2013 8:23 pm

This made a lot of sense to me...


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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Apr 14, 2013 8:26 pm

I brought an old phone here today hoping it would still work. When I plugged it in there were 26 old msgs on the answering machine, 4 being from you mom. Wow, flashback I guess! Damn I sure do miss you... Sure wish that that voice I heard on there were just talking to me today...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Apr 14, 2013 8:37 pm

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Wed May 22, 2013 7:42 pm

Happy late Mother's Day Mama. I didn't think it'd matter to be late, just only here to myself eh? lol... I went to 'the woods' and had lunch there with your tombstone again, put a yellow and red rose there. The photo I had left sorta 'exploded' your face fell off into pieces in the bag! I'll put a new one and make it better.
Well, seems I'm drawn here the most when I'm upset, and that I am... I sure wish you were here to give me that hug... Gosh you were always good at that.
I miss you mom, not any less, not any more I don't suppose, just always...
It's amazing to me in a way how I still think of you so many times every single day. I would have thought it would dwindle at least just a little, but it doesn't...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Thu Jun 20, 2013 7:40 pm

Back one more day, one more time...  Jeez I miss you mama...
I sure got some big problems going on with the kids today & wish you were here to guide me and help me with what I should say or do to help...
Awful isn't it, that's when I think about or miss you the most anymore, when I'm feeling in need of something...  It might be a recipe!  Or well, I might want to cry and feel your arms around me, or maybe just your voice.  I might still yet desire your words of advice even.

Funny...  Somehow I still yet hear you sometimes.
When I need you the very most....
Not in some crazy sort of way, but in a strange way, like a remembrance of a phrase or saying you seem to remind me, and then I know what to pass down to your grandbabies.  Funny how yet still that the 4 of them yet remember you and I hear them repeat some of your words of wisdom. 

It's good mama...

Mom, I type here, it's like really talking to you more than I can find anywhere else, but yet there's always a fear also of others reading my 'private' conversation with you.  Well, so, I hope you hear me in my dreams where I'm always looking for you.

I love you Mama...

I figure somehow you always know everything now...

G'nite

P.S. I wish you'd come 'talk to/ see me if you can somehow...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Jun 23, 2013 3:49 pm

Mama, a WHOLE LOTTA OF CRAP GOING ON RIGHT NOW!  Wow, wish you were here to share it with me!  I know you are, but well, you know...  I've some humongous 'is that a word?' decisions to make, and so much going on!  Kid things, and yet me things.  I wish I could tell you and at the moment I can only take my imagination to feel your answers.  So I wonder? 
Dang some exciting and scary stuff though!  How I could only wish that I could hear your replies!
You'd kick me in the ass either way...
Other than that all is sorta well, but not well, I will take it that you know what's going on here even without me typing it on this piss assed lonely spot on an internet site.  I can much more believe that you are just there and feel it within more rather than this place...
Miss you mama and hope everything is going great there for you and that you have all the peace you deserve.  Pass a bit thru on the ones that need it most still left here if you can huh?
Luv you mama!
This week has had a few and more than one experience, things I will remember, things I will maybe hope for.  Damn, wish you were here to talk to!  I'm so excited and so afraid in the same breath!  I think as you taught me about covering my ass, and yet I think about your and Grandma's sayings both of "A frog don't get nowhere if he don't jump."  I been standing still so very long as you know, but jumping is so very scary!!!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Fri Jul 05, 2013 2:24 pm

Well, here I am once again, wishing you were here to talk to. Some days can seem so very hard, and of course that's when I miss you the very most. You were always a strong post to lean on for me, and with you gone I sort of feel as if I just fall down at times.
I refuse to type onto any internet site what all is really going on, I don't think anyone reads here that matters, but who knows? Life is always full of surprises huh? But, you know I'm sure...
I feel so tired and worn down, and on a day like today I wonder how to find the strength to stand back up. Then I try to remember who I am and where I came from, so I will continue until tomorrow.
I miss you so very much mama, and God I wish you were yet here for me.
Sorta selfish huh?
Mom, if you can, help me...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Oct 13, 2013 8:11 pm

It's been awhile eh mom? It don't mean I miss you any less... It's 'THAT' time of year again it seems. Damn it really was true about what you told me. You know about that every year you get older the faster it goes! Well I miss you as much as any day of the past and don't see it changing much in the future. Damn I wish you wouldn't have done that and were still yet here...

Hey mom, Thomas the cat is as arrogant as you said he was & he yet rules the roost around here, you'd laugh! Tia is in bad shape and I should get the courage to let her go, but I haven't been able to, and I got a new puppy so that when she does go it won't be quite so lonely without her, but she DON'T like her too much! I'm not sure if it's jealousy or if it's just old age & sickness with her not wanting to be fkd with? Either way, she's another lil bitch in the making and we're working on it lol.

The kids, jeez what can I tell you, they're yet doing their thing, trying so hard to 'Grow Up', but I have to wonder sometimes lol. Did you REALLY feel this way about me? I'm sooo damn sorry lol. I guess you know that though don't you? I'm sorta sure you do now. I try mom, I really do to give them what was passed down to me, but sometimes I don't feel I do a good enough job of it either. I suppose maybe they're as hard-headed as their ancestors and just have to learn it all the hard way? Ha! No stopping on trying though.

Mom, I miss you yet daily, it is unbelievable that it's been 4 years in just a few more days. I hope you remember me as much as I remember you, and that when I 'go' that you're there waiting to take my hand. I luv you mama, and I miss you so very very much, always...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Dec 01, 2013 6:53 am


Happy Thanksgiving Mama, here we all are, your baby, your grandbabies, and your great grandbabies!
Family sure is growing!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Dec 01, 2013 7:39 am

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Tue Apr 08, 2014 7:28 am


Miss you mom, bet you'd remember this. I'll never forget lol. Love you so much as always!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Tue Apr 08, 2014 7:29 am

Oh Yeah Mama! Another grandbaby on the way!!! Yipee!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Wed May 28, 2014 11:48 am

Jeez mom, somedays...
I miss you today so bad...
Happy belated mother's day (least on here) I thought of you much on the actual day as I always do daily.
It's my birthday mom, makes me miss you more.
I have this picture in my mind of you holding me in your arms as a little baby first born.
It's so sweet that image that I've built!
Dad reminded me this morning of how he held me in his arms, my head in his hand, my feet barely reaching his elbow. I hope it was as good as when I first held my new babies.
I was a lucky girl, to have had you and dad and the life you gave us. I know it wasn't easy, but it was great!
I'm sorry for any heartache I gave you, if I had it to do over I'd change that I guess lol.
I sure miss you mama, I sure hope to see you again someday!
Smiles,
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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sat Sep 20, 2014 12:36 am

It's almost here again mom, 'that' time of year... It's almost 5 years since, and it feels funny to me in a sense that I still yet think of you so many times each and every day. You'd think that it would ease more than it has, but it hasn't, I miss you just as much as ever...
I love you mom, and I feel so blessed that you were mine & still are in my heart and mind.

Another grandbaby mom! A boy, Glen Allen his name, and I got to watch him come into this world!
A C-Section, that was a new experience! He's beautiful mom. You'd be so proud of these grandkids, and I can only imagine how you'd spoil them.

I only wish you were here to share with.

Damn I sure do miss you mama...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Thu Nov 06, 2014 9:35 am

Another year come and gone mom. Sure doesn't seem like it. A bit late on posting I suppose, but I don't see that it really matters and I've just not felt up to writing my feelings I guess...
Wish you were here to see the new grand baby, and enjoy the others. I wish you were here to help me with advice on helping my kids. It seems funny to me today, I feel more like you on a daily basis, and seems that my saying of "Life doesn't change, it only makes circles" is proving more and more true to me on a daily basis. I guess that's sort of good though, at least I can use the knowledge that was given to me on how the situations were handled in the past and take what I can use to help today. I guess I should say thank you lol, I never realized how big some of those things were, but today I do.
I love and miss you Mama
yesterday, today, and always...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Tue Nov 18, 2014 10:04 am

MAMA PLEASE HELP!!!
YOU ARE VERY NEEDED HERE!!!
GOD I MISS YOU!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
I NEED YOU SO BADLY!!
HELP ME SO I CAN DO WHAT I NEED TO, SAY WHAT I NEED, AND FIX IT FOR THOSE WE BOTH LOVE!!!
YOU PROMISED ME!!!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Dec 14, 2014 10:51 am

Mama it's getting so very hard as of late...
I miss you so badly.
No one can take the place of my mama...
I find myself wishing to see you again soon. broken heart

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Tue Jan 13, 2015 7:48 pm

Hey Mom, thinking about you a whole whole bunch tonite, and re-read everything from beginning to end that I'd posted on here before. Dang, but you've sure missed out on a whole lot of stuff since you left! I wish you were here to share it with today...
Mama, I surely do miss you horribly tonight...
There are many things happening, some right down your alley I guess you'd say but at the least things I know you'd have a strong opinion about for sure.
I wish you were here to guide me thru them & help me.
I guess time to figure it all out on my own though huh?

I'll do it the best I can, I promise,
But i'm not quite sure how.
But I'll try...

Stick by us Mama, & I know that you do.
Please don't forget that we nee you!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Wed Apr 29, 2015 6:09 pm

No better, no worse, think of you on a daily basis & miss you so very very much. So many times I wish I still had you to talk to. Sometimes just to have fun with! Mama, I wish you were still here with me... I love you as much or more than ever.

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun May 10, 2015 8:19 pm

Happy Mother's Day Mama!  I miss you as always, but I hope that you are...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Sun Sep 13, 2015 10:33 pm

Mama, it's gettin close once again...
Thinking of you so very very much...
How can the years pass so very fast?
I love, I feel, I miss, no different, just the same...
Lot of ... eh?  That's how I feel, seems like that must mean never ending or something?
I miss you so very much, our time together, our calls, our closeness, our love that I could hold in my arms and talk to.
This next time to relive is already in my heart, my mind, and I feel it, and I miss you...

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Thu Oct 01, 2015 4:59 pm

1 week exactly short of 6 years today mom. Where the hell has all that time gone? It still seems like yesterday... I miss you so much, I think of things I'd like to ask you all the time. You missed out on so much. But, since it's only here, just me in a lost spot in cyberworld, I'm glad that you've not had to go thru what I'm watching Daddy go thru today... Head up Mom. I love you, another blink of the eye and maybe I can see & talk to you again!

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PostSubject: Re: Our Story   Thu Oct 01, 2015 5:06 pm

You know, it's sorta confusing & kinda a strange feeling... Am I supposed to remember it as the day you went missing and told me yourself what you'd done, or am I supposed to take it as when they found you and what they wrote on your death certificate? Hmmm... either sux, but I guess the beginning was the end for me after your phone stopped working, or either you stopped talking...
I really wish you wouldn't have done that mom...
I miss you too badly...
But! I'm a big girl now, and it'll be okay!
Love you!

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